My journey my way

At the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet.
Don't regret when i'm gone

21 November 2012
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what is life?

are u satisfy with what u have now?

is that the best for u?

will u have any regret if u suddenly die tml?

had my hospis visit yday

all 5 of my patients are chinese

how will u feel if someone u close to or urself

having some terminal disease?

how will u feel if someone tell u

u have not much time left

the disease u have is not curable?

how will u feel if someone tell u that

u need to mentally prepare that they can die anytime?

is so heart broken

when the nurse ask the patient

is there anything that the patient wish/ haven do

is the family mentally prepare for the death

is the patient willing to have morphine when they are dying

to make them feel better

they know they are dying

but

what can they do?

morphine to make them feel better?

if the patient is 60+ years old

they will feel that they live enough for their life

but how about the few months old or the children?

they deserve for it?

life is unpredictable

a pak cik called when we are heading to the second house

there are no greeting

but someone crying over the phone

the crying sound lasted for a few min

and the pak cik tried to talk

his wife just stopped breathing a few min ago

and he cried again

the nurse discussed with the pak cik and mak cik last week

mak cik has end stage breast cancer which spread to lungs

the mak cik cried and ask the nurse to take her life away

she felt her life is so suffering

she was bed ridden

she need pak cik's help in all her daily activities

she feel that she is burdening pak cik

and she hoped she can end her life

then pak cik will be free from all of these

but the pak cik shake his head

and said

he never felt that she was his burden

this is what he promised and vowed during their marriage

they vowed to be together and go thru all the challenge of life together

no matter healthy or with disease

and then

tears scroll down from his cheeks

in the end

the mak cik passed away

as expected

pak cik cried sadly whenever he called the relatives to inform the death

no one can understand how the pain is

losing someone that u love

someone u vowed to be together for the rest of ur life

i can't explain what is my feeling now

the heaviness in my heart

this is y i keep remind myself

to appreciate what i have now

my family

my dearest

my BFF

my girlfriends

i prayed for them

to stay healthy

to get what they wish

and

i appreciate that they are with me

everyone i treasure

everyone i love

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19 October 2012
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another short update when i having palpitation waiting for the result

happy convo my dear

u know we love u!

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02 August 2012
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hopefully i can make it this time

really not confident enough

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29 July 2012
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palpitation
argh
pls pray for me
for good patient and TWO GOOD EXAMINER

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palpitation
argh
pls pray for me
for good patient and TWO GOOD EXAMINER

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21 June 2012
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I treid my very best to change all of this since the very beginning since the problem arise. Nothing change much. Things remain the same. I fail to do anything. Thus i decide to gave up, do nothing so that it wont become worse. I change into my weird alone mode. I do every thing alone. Just wan u to happy and comfortable with others better than facing me unwillingly. I m not affraid to be alone. Maybe this is what i used to be. Since u decided and tell me,the only thing i can do is accept. No choice this is the path of our friendship. Dun worry, time will pass very fast and u will get rid of it soon. Sorry for ruin ur hospitality for one year. No more trusting in friendship. It will only result in heartbroken all the time.

25 February 2012
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after missed so many gathering with the girls

finally meet up with the most hiao one

hehe

picked up sin from lrt station

headed sunway giza

snap snap

meeting up after 1 year!

the pretty one

and

we were wearing matching color!

went poco for dinner

first try

nice deco

nice environment

still thinking to try the another one in bangsar

the hiao hiao one!

my tempura set

bought the hiao one to the favorite boutique

she so happy and bought a lot!

hehe

went for ochado after that!

send her back to bandar bukit raja after that

so pai seh

sesat for so long

haha!

shall meet again with the girls soon

with the second hiao girl

looking forward for our facial date!

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20 February 2012
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Miss the silly dear

keep on wondering y we are 300km apart

y can't we seeing each other every single day

my dear

sorry for letting u down

i know u are exciting when discuss about our future

i know u are carefully planning our future

but

i m too afraid to think of it

what if what it happen

is totally different from what we actually plan

i can't take the disappointment

of course i hope u can get the kayelle seat

then i can meet u every weekend

but

everything seem to be so hard

sigh

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18 February 2012
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finally EOP is over

teehee!

drove 300km

and

finally met the love one!

spent some quality time with the love one

although everyday only a short one

but still worth after all of these

had some simple celebration for the valentine day

everything is awesome when u spent time with the right one

doll up

my date of the night

the precious one

outfit of the night

thanks my personal photographer

and

my dear improving skill!

have our dinner in delicious

cause dear crave for the green spagetti!

fruuze after dinner!

still prefer JCO frozen yogurt

after trying tutti frutti fruuze

some random take in the toilet

next station, hard rock hotel

beach

always the place i love the most

thanks dear for pampering bring me here and there

although very tired after work

thanks for being there for me all the time

thanks for wiping off my tears and the warm hug

my precious one

with u

everyday is valentine

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16 February 2012
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back to blogging life

hopefully

LOL!

did this in valentine

nothing for the bf

so only snap this for him

and a lil present that send to his home

dint post this on fb cause my face is too awful

lol

only uploaded an edited version

done with the eop

hopefully is a good one

coming next is pcm posting

no eye see

updating everything soon

really hope very soon

lol

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08 February 2012
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a lot to be update

a lot to be study

a lot to be prepare

valentine

y u are so near to eop

i have no idea

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11 January 2012
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first post in 2012

a lot to do in this early 2012

busy medicine posting

longcase shortcase casesum

*gasping for air*

struggling for long case now

how i do everything without u

thanks for solving all of these for me

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09 December 2011
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going phuket with the gang next aug

then taiwan in the end of 2012

awesome plan

hope everything go smoothly

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28 November 2011
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i know how much u love and treasure me

so do i

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16 November 2011
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aloha

going to have my presentation tml

haven done preparing my slide

but i m here again

LOL

gonna update the pass event for babes

JOSEPH FERNANDO O's convocation

it's was the first convocation among all the babes

andrew will be the next

early in the morning

we reach taylor lakeside campus

have ur brunch while waiting joseph come out from the MPH

tw.sean.andrew

the ex

can't deny

he grow bigger than before

haha

see his arms

luckily all his hard work pay off

yam.beau

Luckily jo come out from the hall before ah sean need to go for work

the family pic!

take 2

Happiness in our faces

congratulation!!!!

thanks to the person in charge let us sneak in the hall

shu tzeer and jo's fren join us after that

we have a pro photographer then!

have photo at the big taylor sign board

closer in

the lake side

love this

everyone are so natural

but now

we have no idea what are we laughing

the matrix guy

LOL

love this too!

it should become the adv of taylor magazine

haha!

Everyone was so hot and sticky

hiding at some shelter

playing again

LOL!

head to sunway after that

tried some body con in F21

pencil skirt

always doubt should i grab a pencil skirt anot

but i look kinda like OL

another must have color for the season

thinking over and over again

din buy any at last

because i have 3 body con in my cupboard which are new!

chilling in JCO afterthat

the 3x3 photo again

walk around sunway after that

spot the big gingy again

she is a girl!

head back klang after that

its a long day

but we are so happy for joseph!

congratulation again!

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