

fyi
she is still single and available
good in cooking
friendly
caring
good gf i think
XD
can contact me personally for more details!
LOL
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some life cycle

this is the most sad part of the study week

emo max when i know the news from ah burn
this is the very nice girl
yen kee
yup,the fren of mine that have cancer
and we raise-ed fund for her during our first year
the first time i meet and know her
is the prefect board of jshs
she is a super nice girl+fren
and
there is a big smile on her face all the time!
i was in the same group with her during the visit to hospital
for jpa medic scholarship
we talk a lot
by the time i knew she get the scholarship
i was so happy
because she deserve it!
she is so smart and hardworking one
and all the good personality can easily see from her
but
here come the sad part
when she went for jpa medical check up
only realise she have leukimia
this is the cruel of the reality
treatment given
chemotherapy given
she never give up and lose her determination
scholarship for her turn into local one and delay for her
after one year
end of my matrix life
receive msg from her
glad to know that she is getting better
and just wait for the golden chance for transplant
keep follow up her news
and from her bestie zhiling's bloggie
after waiting for so long
she get chance to transplant
went all along the way to kl
but
thing not really go smoothly
when she got the chance to transplant
her disease gone worse
spreading i guess
the journey to fight begin again
can u imagine
a girl
20 years old
just start to chase for dream
but now
what she know is
the time left for her is not much
how cruel are this world
but
this is what she say
"所幸遇到很多善缘,让我升起莫大信心,
心念得以及时转移,就发现...
事情没有多糟糕,
心转,环境及际遇都会顺应你,
只要相信就好...
现在每一天都很珍贵"
friday
181110
she pass away peacefully
yea
this is the shock news for all of us
we are totally sad max
but yet
everyone is happy
because this is the time that she finally release
free from pain
free from disease
tears always rolling in my eyes when i think of this
she not deserve this
but this is life
she is so hardworking
so brave chasing for her doctor dream
i have the chance to be doctor
i have a healthy body and chance to chase for my dream
yet
i am complaining the stress from exam
i slacking when i have no mood to study
but she totally have no chance for this
think about this
life really can be so fragile
end of the sad part
nope
i am not gonna sad like others too
because we know she is happy with angel now
week before exam
start of study week
plan to back to have weekend with dear
but the plan ruin cause i am so worry with my exam
but
pity dear fall very very sick
cant reach him on the fri night really freak me out
worry all the night
sat morning
dun care anymore
pack my stuff and ran back penang
pity dear is so sick
fever persisit for so long
came back after the paracetamol effect worn out
gosh
so worry and keep waking up middle of the night
to confirm he is not in fever
glad that i am beside him for the time
if not,i sure cant sleep in kayelle
dear getting better on monday
went back kayelle
the jam in ldp and sunway really drive me crazy
ARGH!
settle me down
fighting for the rest study weeks
this is the more horrible part
everyday 2am slp
wake at 5 or 6am
is really nightmare for a sleeping bug like me
coffee every morning and evening
this is my unhealthy lifestyle
this is when bored
my hair really grow very slow
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kay
the reality time
day 1

day 2

day 4

i know my hair is ugly
my face is pimples everywhere
lol
i usually dun care my image in sch/uni/exam
this is me
LOL
this is my study week
so stress
even i think back now
but
what i really want to say is
dun really think that i wil pass
cause i really do not that good
*sad max*
dun ask me result
i will kill myself
LOL
❤